Thursday, July 14, 2005

...

ack- nothing like anxiety in the morning. mixed with an overdose of caffeine it can be lethal. it is amazing: no matter what drug you are on- when your future hinges entirely on one event [scheduled late in the day] it will ruin all means of pacification. i am like a jittery time bomb. zoloft sucks. it's different when something unexpected happens: you don't know it's coming so there's no build up- only shock and then the aftermath. when you are instead aware of a crucial-potentially-life-changing moment there is violent dessication to the nerves. i speak only for myself really. hopefully someone can relate...

2 Comments:

Blogger spodra said...

Eh, it's just the caffeine :) j/k, strangely I do know what you are talking about...I think.. you can't stop moving while your heart and mind are racing and you may have an appetite or you may not but either way you can't eat. You can't focus and you just want to get the hell out of there to either get whatever it is overwith or find some other way to distract yourself...

8:36 AM  
Blogger .sc. said...

sooooo right on

12:16 PM  

Post a Comment

<< Home