and?

reorienting myself with reality. ugh- it's like a vortex back into the abyss of how life is required to be. you want that $80 a day you've got to work for it. no extended vacations in paradise. the cost is sanity and it only took 24 hours to lose mine.

what should be required in life is time spent in a place as undescribable as lake whittaker. unfortunately, those in charge of our survival don't seem to agree.

by the way, i am writing a book. who knows what it will be about but i'm on the brink. just might have to disappear from society and monetary well-being for a brief spell. miss me but please buy the hardcover version.

if anyone can counter with a better offer i'm yours.