do not call it fixity

so. i made a decision. [i think.]

i have felt so close to God and i was waiting for a moment of revelation but instead i was given gradual peace and possibility which overrode potential. i was sure. til now. suddenly i am sent reeling back to a realm of questions. did i do the right thing?

someone told me that if you are trusting God, no matter what decision you make He'll bless it. i know He will. but He is so weird, and so cool, so mysterious and so... the best. i am excited to see what happens because i have chosen here, but then again, we should all always be excited for what God is going to do with our lives. if we let Him.

still waiting on convergence and lightness of being. yowser.